do you feel the process??

yeeeeeehhhaaaahh!! FUND-RAISING EVENT (COMPLETED) yeahhhh!!! right! monday and tuesday Wooooohoooo!! customers were like flocking around the booth! this are what we sold on those 2 days!

ahh doesnt it look good? yeahhh... initial budget - 100 ---> total sales for both days - 672 the process is great and we feel it good!! wow! sorryy not much other photos.. my cam went on the fritz... ahahah my team was in charge of publicity... man oh man, if you all saw what i wore that day, you'll die of laughter!! seriously, went running around the whole republic poly to get customers... ahh soo kind! some of them gave me one look and said YES! i'll buy from you!! damn what a great feeling.. some of them even took photos with me.... i was like wadd the hell?? but who cares... gave them my 100 watt smile and said THANK YOU COME AGAIN in my best indian accent!! ahahahsss!!! yeahhh!! overall it was a great success!!!

Probation evaluation - 29 may

who would believe it, me, a student ambassador... well, almost.... ahhhhh sooo hard to plan a fund-raising event... soo many things to consider, soo many proposals, soo many meetings.... gonna have a training camp for those who passed the probation period and i hope i would pass! being assistant in-charge isnt a joke... soo many reponsibilities but in some weird way, i seem to like it... crazy huh? secondary sch, i was such a slacker and now im taking up responsibilities.. ahahahss!! been chatting on msn with mr huggies himself alot lately.... i dunno why.. kinda want get the latest news on those i haven't seen quite some time ago... he has the free time to see them but i dont... class starts at 9am and finishes at 5pm.. then after got student ambassadors stuff... ahh so that kinda sucks.. adding with the time taken to travel back and forth... ahhh see my dilemma... not much photos to show, my samsung phone finally died... poly life and that much diferent than sec sch life.... jus abit more freedom but the same requirements... ahhhhh i give up!

what did i do wrong?;

ok, my weekend has just been spoiled by the bastard who i call my stepfather.... the moron just had to spoil a perfectly good weekend.... saturday night, he just came back from playing badminton with his friends and here i am on my laptop typing out e-mails for my interest group when suddenly he shouts at me to go to sleep... what the hell? im fucking 18+ and TELL me to sleep soo early... then there was a mess in the kitchen which wasn't my fault and i got a fucking tell off.... then he said the house macam rumah kuching... then i said since he's living in this rumah kuching, help clean it up la.... its like everytime he sees a mess, he expects the rest of us to clean it up.... then he fucking blow his temper on me coz he knows that what im saying is true... then blame me for disrespecting him... after that my mother came into it... what the hell la... then he said i treat him as his friend which u entirely don't! he aint my friend, stepfather or anything else... to me,he's just living there and i act as if he's part of the furniture that came with the house.... ever since he came into my life, he's nothing, we have no relations except th fact that's he's married to my mother... we have no father-son relationship and thats the way i like it... im never going to shed a tear for him, not now, not ever... just becoz of a small matter became a big explosion....

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry

call I'm desperate for your voice

I'm listening to the song we used to sing

In the car, do you remember

Butterfly, Early Summer

It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh

I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh

Because every breath that you will take

while you are sitting next to me

will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?

I was born to tell you I love you

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment

makes me want to come back home x4

( I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

I was born to tell you I love you a

nd I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine S

tay with me tonight

I was born to tell you I love you

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

( I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Secondhand Serenade - Your call