its soo bad, nothing can cure it

wednesday and thursday...

wednesday wasnt soo bad.. went out with shidah and tasha.. 3 of us dateless on v'day soo who better to spend it with than with friends.. BUT! waiting for tasha to finish her facial is like forever... shidah and me were like zombies with nothing much to do... the place was at bedok north block 515.. my god, super boring place to be... construction everywhere... went searching for an atm machine for shidah... then, CANNOT WITHDRAW MONEY!!
not enough money in her account... SAD!!! hahaaas then we went to have dinner! thank you shidah!! thank you tasha for the CHOCOLATES... she just wanna keep me fat!

thursday! my goodness.. at home, reading, swimming, downloading songs, chatting online(1st time sia), then went brooding and thinking of what to do next... thinking bout my life... thats all i've been doing when im free... think.. think of possibilites, think of the future, past and present... think bout people, think bout absolutely everything... maybe its a symptom of depression... i need a cure for it!!!

well well well... now im just lost.. what to do, what to do, what to do.... i've lost most of my emotions... swim most of my time away, floating around..