SEG!! SAH!!!

i bet when you see this, your mind would instantly think of the tv series BUT NOOOOO!!! its actually the theme for RP's orientation program! excellent!! its actually 3 days but only went for the 1st and 3rd day.. 2nd day ponteng!!! ahahas the 1st day met my classmates for the 1st six months of my poly life which will change after that period of time... all of us from diferent courses mixed together to form a class of 25... in each class there's 5 teams of 5... and guess what? im bloody team leader.... everyone like sooo shy shy soo i volunteer la... our facilitator (lecturer) kinda brief us on what to expect this semester... yeahh then we did a mock presentation which was awesome!! ahhahahhhhhhaass!!! 2nd day ponteng coz lazy to wake up soo early... have to wake up at 6 and be out of the house before 7.. understand ler.. damn tiring... everyday take the same bus oso siannn... yeahhh 3rd day alot of running around the poly campus taking part in somekind of scavenger hunt... ok la.. everyone from the different SCHS were running in the same direction la... people kept on bumping against each other.. Ewwww... sweaty people bunched up together... ahhhhhhh!!! SEG! SAHH!! SEG! SAHH!!! S.E.G! SAH SAH SAH!!! SEG stands for school of engineering!! its kinda our cheer... me and jiarong was like huh?? damn demoralizing ler... its like we're back in secondary sch yeahhh!! GROUP 23!!! or SEG 23!! that was our team!! man oh man.. there's this guy from china.. no one understand what crap he was talking about coz his accent was soo damn thick then kena bully by this guy named raj.. BLOODY INDIAN BULLYING CHINA BOY!! what a cliche!! the 2 most criticise country in the world battling against each other!! ahahasss!! the food given was like crappppp.... the rice taste like spoil oredi sia yeah!! then we had somekind of mascot making program.. everyone from each sch had to make a mascot!! SEG was a bloody snake WHICH i had to carry up stage to show it to everyone in RP.... at least i wasnt the only one arhh.. that was the only consolation i got!! the finale was dammm POWER!! its like bands, rappers, hiphop dancers and any other entertainment group found in RP was there to give us freshman a peek in thier lives!!! wah LAU!!! damn exciting lar!! the downside was that it was held at the football pitch WHICh was soaking wet and full of mud.... my shoes are ruined =( ahhhhhh then finish around 10pm like that!! LOL
soo thats my orientation for RP... lalalaaaaaa!!! it seems all good but that remains to be seen!!! ahahas

not bad not bad... did meet new and known people! suprisingly someone i thought i'll nvr see again in my life! ahahas cuckcoo bird lar!! bastards bitches and bullocks! 3 words to describe what im feeling now... oh my goodness... cant compete with a memory... whats in the past stays in the past... i wonder whats wrong with me... cant figure it out... got a freaking headache now.. damn whoooshh and vrrroooommm going inside my mind... damnn fuuuyoohhh!!! nose bleed!! =p ppbbbffftttt!!!! im screwed big time... dammnn aint fun when the effort you put in goes unnoticed.. like crap huh? the feeling is just isnt right... i had what i wanted and i threw it all away... its damn wronngggg!!! i feel like a damn fool now... too late to do anything now... cant change it... when you cant beat them, join them...

tommorrow's a new day! a new beginning perhaps! oreintation here i come! the day is finally here when i can properly call myself a POLY STUDENT!! new and old friends to meet... ahh

to whoever who is reading this.. ask yourself this question... are you in love with love or are you in love with the person you're in love with? i still dunno the answer to that question.. maybe soon maybe never...

BOREDOM!!! its uber killing me!! haven been this bored since i dont know when.... my gosh what a fool i have been and still being the fool... been playin idiotic games with poker cards.. solitaire lar and 24... hahahs see how pathetic i can be when i'm stuck at home... i need something or someone!! since its oredi 4th of april, today's plan oso kena cancel... i know i know... you cant help it... damn, wadd the hell am i gonna do ltr? just now soo bored till i cleaned up my room WHICH i dont normally do until the next hari raya or some other special occasion... class notes were like everywhere... 6 years worth of notes = 4 huge plastics bags.. damn heavy... didnt eat much too... 2 reasons.. i lost my appetite and bcoz the food was too salty.. smoking's bad but eating salty food is worse ler.. rather die to smoking than to salty food... come to think of it, both is just as bad as each other... while cleaning my room, found couple of memorable items... damn.. its making me wish to go back in time to exprience it all over again... it would be damn excellent!! then i can jaga my intake!! ahhaahaaha thats wishful thinking but once in a while wishes come true.... ahahah oh yah, yesterday met up with marcus, fah, hakim, adi, mdnoh and his girl, and huda... they went jamming then i met up with them... wanted marcus to transfer some songs and flicks to my laptop... yah... then went to fah's place to lepak... it was near damai soo it was like old times... then watch american pie- the naked mile... GUYS and GALS watch it! seriously its good! then played PS and smoked(me and fah) yeahhh... thats it.. from exciting to damn boring.... haizz

(a fool is what i am and a fool i will still be.. what is done; is done... cant do crap.. just need to hope and wish that things would just go my way for once in this lifetime... everything has fall to pieces once too many times.... and i've paid the price for my stupidity)

jus passing it along!!

yeah... i was on jannah's list.. sooo, since got nothing better to do.. i'll do it...

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME
-trying to get people to call me khairul again and not arifin
-my life is full of random happennings
-my mind's in a complete mess/confused
-i like people to call me cute/bubbly/cuddly instead of fat
-laptop rocks!
-disgusted by lame people
-POLY here i come!

7 THINGS IM AFRAID OF
-ALLAH
-Death/apocolypse
-Love
-rejection
-BABI
-life without fun
-enemies

7 RANDOM SONGS
-+44(155)
-hot hot heat(middle of nowhere)
-the red jumpsuit apparatus(face down)
-the red jumpsuit apparatus(false pretense)
-incubus(anna molly)
-leigh nash(ocean size love)
-the afters(beautiful love)

7 THINGS I LOVE
-family and friends
-punggol mee goreng
-watching anyting and everything
-grey's anatomy rocks!
-laptop
-hanging out or lepaking wih friends
-her/s

7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST
-wad the f***
-wad the hell
-nonsense lar....
-shoot!
-agrhhh dammit!!
-NoooOOoooooo!!
-YATTA!!

7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS
-HAQ
-TASHA
-SHIDAH
-MARCUS
-MIMI
-JAMES
-TO THOSE WHO'S READING THIS

try it, enjoy it, kick the hell out of it.....

FUJITSU!!! GO GO GO

yeahh!!! YATTA!! got my laptop!! cost quite a bundle but damn worth it lor!! wah lau... sori becoz soo long nvr post.... dad delayed payment for the internet.... sooo was not connected for quite sometime.... nothing much happened... went for enrollment on wednesday.... damn long bus ride lar.... have o get used to it coz its gonna be my mode of transportation for the next 3 years at RP!! yeahh... damn funny lar... on that day nvr buy the laptop... then 2 days ltr, went back to RP to buy it, then they say out of stock.... wah lau... damn waste of time... THEN in the afternoon, they call me to say that the stock is oredi here.... bullocks man... then this morning WENT BACK TO RP with weijie to collect the LAPTOP.... then can pay full by nets becuase of the 2k limit or something like that... had to go to a atm to WITHDRAW some cash then paid through both nets and cash.... im like dammit lar.. nvr say earlier... going back and forth from the east to the north..... dammit... $20 worth of ezlink cash went down the drain.... not literally... but, you get wat i mean... ahahahs wah lau.... after that, went roaming around for games for our laptops!!yeahhh like a bunch of nerds!!!

[i dunno whats wrong with me lar... thought i can get over it.. but unfortunately, its soo goddamn hard... been trying... tried with you... cant clear my mind properly... dammit.. im sorry.. seriously... im messed up both in mind and body... (body im not soo sure....) yeahh.. my goodness..]

application was unsuccesful; TWICE!!!

damn it lar..... twice my application to poly was unsuccessful... freaking annoyed now ler.... then got offered for a course at republic poly.. supply chain management sounds lame right? its just a course about logistics and suprisingly its an engineering course.... aiyoyoyoyoyo... im just hoping that DAE appeal to temasek poly gets accepted then can join the rest AND NOT travel all the way to woodlands... damn waste of money on travelling fare... ahahaaaahaahaahhaaa!!! YATTA!!! something excellent happened to me yesterday!!! damn made my day happy! WhoooooHoooooooo!!!! shiok arh babe!!! yessszzaaa!!!

At any given moment, the brain has 14 billion neurons firing at a speed of 450 miles per hour. We don’t have control over most of them. When we get a chill...goose bumps. When we get excited...adrenaline. The body naturally follows it’s impulses, which I think is part of what makes it so hard for us to control ours. Of course, sometimes we have impulses we would rather not control, that we later wish we had. this is SOOO true!! but my decision is not o impulse sooo DONT WORRY!!! ahahahahaha!!

time;

Time takes pleasure in kicking our asses.

For even the strongest of us it seems to play tricks.

Slowing down... hovering until it freezes.

Leaving us stuck in a moment- unable to move in one direction or the other.

Time waits for no man.

Time heals all wounds.

All any of us can want is more time.

Time to stand up.

Time to grow up.

Time to let go.

Time.

pure and mindless

saturday was reunion for us all! malay people plus one half&half from 5a1 and 5a2 of 2005! before anything, here is some pics!


yeah! these are the people who came!! quite a few didnt come for some reason or another.. yeahh! the first few hours, it was bright and sunny! thennn, dark clouds was hanging over the beach... then we moved to a near y shelter where we got it all to ourselves!!! YAY!! played card game with poker cards and uno cards!! yearpp! food was excellent thanks to me! marinated the chicken myself! thank you thank you! for catering, please call me!! hahas! serious! its the best chicken ever! yeahh!!! after one year we met up!! finally!! hahas
then after the whole affair, me and marcus went to lido!! my god! after one year, he turn from mummy's boy to casanova!!! marc!!! you bloody change my perception of you!!! didnt think you had it in you!!! dude, soo many girl right in the palms of your hands!! even those i know of!!you damn surpassed md noh lar!! hanged out at the starbucks till late at night! took the night rider home!! wow! $3 sia!!! shit! i got to go!!! i'll update again ltr tonight!

dreams;

Have you ever had a dream that actually came true? not dreams like you dream to become something you're not, but dreams of a perfectly normal day that you have yet to experience. you dream what happen on that day and maybe in the near future, you'll feel a sense of deja vu.. 'dreams' is the title i chose for my 'o' level english paper one... the reason i chose it for one simple reason, i myself have experienced this particular feeling.... its just an amazing feeling.... it seems that we have to power to see the future in our dreams as in the character in 'heroes'... cant say any examples coz its a bit complicated to explain.. last night i had a dream.. the best dream i ever had.. my greatest wish had came true... i was truely happy... my point is that i really hope that this dream comes true in the future!! this feeling i had, its just amazing! it felt as if everything was right for once in my life... i woke up with a smile set on my lips and my heart beating rapidly and there was tears in my eyes( i poked myself in the eye :P) dreams is something that is part of our psychosis(chim word!) About my dream, well if you really want to find out! ask me yourself!!!

if you can just guess what my dream is about, TAG IT! then i'll answer it!